So true !

Currently on diet .

Currently on diet . Well , Everyone is slimming down while I am still fat . Currently texting him and he is asking things that shocked me . Well , you are weird . Just now suddenly text over saying 'What do you think of me' and yesterday asked me who I like . If I tell you , you won't even want talk to me anymore .

Day 2 .

Happy CNY !

Tasha & Me .

Jiawei & Me.

Mum & Me .

Well,CNY is here finally ! Taking AngPao from relatives currently. :D . Texting Bro. (:. Well, lost an $20 AngPao. Fcuk seriously. I remembered I did take it. Don't even remember where I put it. Well, it's somewhere around the house. Hope my family members found it and kindly return. Anyway today was Day 2, it was fcuked up boring anyway . Lazy to talk more . Pictures speak a thousand words (: Well I upload Day One photos First then Day 2 (:. Im FCUKING FAT I KNOW :'(.

Disappointed from time to time .

Just found out you love one of my good friends. I'm shocked, jealous and disappointed ; feeling betrayed. I did not expect that from you. I'm hurt. I admit. Well, but at least we are best friends. ;'). That's why you told me about that, right? I should be moving on, right? Seeing you talking to another girl hurt my heart, seriously. I wouldn't tell anyone I have loved you, not even my best friend, Sophia. I hope that you will tell me more things about that 'girl' you loved. You told me you can't win her heart as she said, she will ignore you if you say you loved her. You and I were impossible, definitely, I knew. Should let go of this feeling of mine, soon ! :')

Why ?

Why now reply my message? Why? If you did not reply, I may have felt more secured. Now, all I'm feeling is gloominess in my heart. I decided to let go. Why! ;'(. I'm still letting go no matter what. Because if you know, you may not talk to me & we can't even be friends. It is just a one - sided love, I knew. I will be the one who is hurt. :') So I decided to be the one to be responsible and just let it go. For the best, for the future between our friendship, I must let go. :')

What is happening right now ?

I can't believe I myself now is having a crush on you. Everyday we text, I will always constantly wait for your reply. You are my brother, I can't like you even though we are not blood related. I will distance from myself from you from now on. I can't believe that I myself, today, waited for you at the hall after the performance had finished so that I can go home with you since we stay near. Well, I believe it's a small crush and I can get over with it. I hope you yourself also won't talk to me anymore. Just a few minutes ago, I texted you and you had never replied, I'm disappointed, sad and wanted to cry already. I can't believe what I have changed become to just because of you. Because of you, I have been trying to impress myself in front of you. I should really be distancing myself from you now. :'). It will be best for us.

Bored .

Behind that smile , is just another me . : ')


- Kaiwang : I know . I'm going this Saturday . Text me the time . Btw , you going find Joey and Minhui tomorrow ?

- Yimin : Stfu . I already update ! Are you fcuking blind ? -_-" . Use your fcuking eyes see , can bo ? Knn . Not happy that I do not update regularly . Don't come la . No one force you come -.- .

Sec3 Life CMI SERIOUSLY !

Updating my blog currently . Well recently happened alot of things . Sec1 Orientation is just over . Well they are damn guailan . They made the councillors shout till no voice . Well , lucky , that they never made until me . Seriously , I can't stand people who take things for granted . Well , Sec1s , if you want Seniors to respect you . Jolly well give us the respect we deserve . Mai come step lian/beng with us . We can be more ahlian and Beng . Is just that we don't want only . And to the others , If you all don't know how the councillors work like shyt for the Sec1 Orientation . Jolly well Stfu since you don't know well . Well I agree with Randy status totally take a look ! v

Well , Sec3 Life suck shyt . Full of homework and CCA things . Well now first week and on first day . Tio Chemistry test on next Wed . Fcuk lor seriously . The chapter is when I lower sec learn de . Then say want test Liao . Eh , cant go through sibo ? Then like that teacher you never teach . Like that get free salary ? Knn . Well , see this year Sec1s , you can predict how next year Sec1s will be alr . Now I in band learning songs about Marching and Whatever it is . Now alot people say Band / CcA boring . Which I agree . Well off to study ! I know , Shocked to see me study right ?! Well Bo bian Sec 3 Liao so must mature mah . Anyway Ciao . Off to study . Currently texting KH ; Brother. Lollol .