Why ?

Why now reply my message? Why? If you did not reply, I may have felt more secured. Now, all I'm feeling is gloominess in my heart. I decided to let go. Why! ;'(. I'm still letting go no matter what. Because if you know, you may not talk to me & we can't even be friends. It is just a one - sided love, I knew. I will be the one who is hurt. :') So I decided to be the one to be responsible and just let it go. For the best, for the future between our friendship, I must let go. :')